Forever a Victim? I don't think so....

I woke up yesterday with the most dumbfounding thoughts in my head. I have been depressed and upset for a long, long time. And this morning I woke up and realized that I am still breathing. That just because I exist doesn't mean I am living. I have been a victim of my circumstances for far too long. It's called the past for a reason. It's behind me. I feel so good right now. I am so happy. It's time to stop complaining and use my energy to GET UP and not to recycle my pain. I WILL NOT STAY IN A STATE OF DEFEAT!!! I will not be a victim. It's time to be the somebody's answer and not somebody's problem. Even if you don't help me, even if you don't support me, even if you don't encourage me, even if you're not there for me, even if you don't believe in me; i believe in myself and I WILL GET UP! I can now stand on what I've been through and move on. Everyone out of my way :)